When does the pain stop? How long does the empty bed haunt you? Friends have helped a lot. But it’s not the same. Even though things haven’t been absolutely fabulous like it was in the beginning, I still thought we’d be together. I guess I was fooling myself. What makes it harder is that she can’t move till she gets a job and a couple of paychecks. It’s hard having to live together still. It is for me at least, she doesn’t talk about it. I suppose she can’t. I’m not her love anymore. I just hope it gets better when she does finally move out.